I can't wait. i really can't. But there's so much to doin the meantime! I have a dress to alter, laundry
to do, placking after that....And all I want to do is sit here on my lovely computer and read all day. I guess I'd better
get going soon and get on the ball. I can't believe Chi Hien is finally, really getting married. I thought she
never would. In a way, I'm disappointed because she once again proves that marriage is the end of the line- you end
up there whether you like it or not. I know she wanted to, but I wonder what changed. I wonder what changes.
I know that I have to resist the urge to feel that way sometimes, which is wierd because I don't like to resist from most
of my urges, but I know it's for the better. Too many horror stories. Still though, I wonder what the attraction
is about finding the everlasting love of your life and then binding yourself to them that has all of human kind by the
throat. I want to know. I'll see this weekend, when I witness my cousin's ceremony. I'm sure I'll know
what the attraction is when they look into each other's eyes throughout the night. They are sooo beautiful together.
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